I awoke with a start having been perched uncomfortably atop a spinning wheel of sorts. Actually it was a cross between a ridiculously high ferris wheel and an equally high treadmill pushed together to create a hybrid of horror.

Why was I on this contraption in my dreams? It seems I had walked out of a dentist office housed on the 400th floor of some insanely large building, and now I needed to return to ground level to find my car.

The only way down was on this machine. I willingly hopped on the ferris wheel part -which if you understood my fear of heights would make you realize how nuts this was; however when confronted with the leveled out treadmill that then dropped into oblivian, well, I wasn’t budging. In fact, I even tried, unsuccessfully, to climb back up in the hopes of finding an alternative route home. When I realized that was an impossibility (things that make you go ummmm), the panic set in.

According to the signs on the wall, this was a really awesome new ride in which gravity was defied. You went from ferris wheel to a treadmill, to a water slide to an awesome crystal spring full of hot water to a bubble bath and finally to the ground. The catch was in order to get on the treadmill, one had to get out of the ferris wheel and climb down onto the treadmill. There were no hold bars, and you were standing on the treadmill moving forward. Oh, and 100 feet forward, the dang thing flipped! Now, mind you it was anti-gravity, but what the heck does that mean to an earthling?

I rode this dang thing all night long – or so it felt – and never managed to get myself onto the treadmill portion of the program and therefore never experienced the other wonderful water programs that came after. As a result, I also backed up about three hours worth of people returning from the 400th floor, but that seemed to be a different story.

Not one to beleive in dream interpretation, this one has me stymied. I have done a lot of changing in the last ten year, and have felt stuck of late. My creative self has come back to the surface, and I feel more alive than ever, but I seem to be circling on the anti-gravity portion of the program. Is there more on the other side of the anti-gravity treadmill called life that I am allowing to elude me? If so, why? Is anti-gravity code for the unknown?

If there is one thing I know for sure, it is that I often wear blinders until things make sense. I hold onto fear and past beliefs until suddenly the light comes bursting forth and I see things that have been in front of me all along. Is this another major change brewing? I believe it is – and I sense it’s the most powerful to date. I have been saying lately that I’m almost there. That I can feel the AH-HA moment on the horizon, I simply need to be willing to hop onto the treadmill and trust in the ride.

How do you get over the last of the humps to greater change? What holds you back? Do you believe in dream interpretation?

For today, I will continue to push forward, knowing now that on the other side of whatever this fear may be there is an awesome water slide, a hot spring and a bubble bath. MAN! I do love the water!